Sunday, November 30, 2008

I wish

I wish...
I could go to a faraway land where I don't have to face all the problems I'm having right now
I could hide myself in the duvet because it's so cold now
I could eat as much as I can without fear of gaining weight.
I could be a little kid back again when people do not expect much from me
I could hold on my principles steadfastly and not compromise them because I feel ashamed of myself
I could have someone to talk to me right now
I could just be myself and not care about what others thing of me
I could have friends who I can pour my feelings to without fear of being judged
I could stop self-pitying myself

My personality and characters are flawed. I fear responsibilities, confrontations, criticisms and letting go when I should be.

It's time to grow up Janice.


Phil said...

Well, you know where to find my blog if you need a virtual shoulder to cry on or to let feelings loose =)

William said...
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William said...

Janice, we are all not perfect. But with Christ, we are made perfect. So we need to find confidence in Him and be happy with what we are. Just need to look forward daily and praise God for all His blessings. So, just count the blessings.

Apostle Paul rebuke the confidence of the flesh... ie, people and self. He consider himself to be flawless in the eyes of human as he did everything "correct". But in Christ, he is made perfect. So don't look outward for "confidence" but look to God.

See what Apostle Paul has to say:

Philippians 3
No Confidence in the Flesh
1Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord! It is no trouble for me to write the same things to you again, and it is a safeguard for you.
2Watch out for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. 3For it is we who are the circumcision, we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh...