I could go to a faraway land where I don't have to face all the problems I'm having right now
I could hide myself in the duvet because it's so cold now
I could eat as much as I can without fear of gaining weight.
I could be a little kid back again when people do not expect much from me
I could hold on my principles steadfastly and not compromise them because I feel ashamed of myself
I could have someone to talk to me right now
I could just be myself and not care about what others thing of me
I could have friends who I can pour my feelings to without fear of being judged
I could stop self-pitying myself
My personality and characters are flawed. I fear responsibilities, confrontations, criticisms and letting go when I should be.
It's time to grow up Janice.
Sunday, November 30, 2008