Monday, September 19, 2005

Graduation Night

MCKL's graduation night fell on the 17th of september. I've been waiting for this day for weeks because i heard from my sis that those who have received 3A's and above in AS would receive a certificate of merit. I was sure tthe college would give certs of merit to those high achievers in AS but i was doubtful with myself. When i received the invitation letter from the college to the parents ( not everyone go it), it sort of gave me some assurance that i would get the cert. But, just the day before graduation night, i went to the rehearsal and was shocked to realise that my name was not mentioned at all. Little did i know that it was a crazy blunder i made - there were actually two teachers in charge of announcing the recipients of the certs and prizes. the other teacher didn't attend the rehearsal so my name wasn't mentioned at all. But, by then, i was thoroughly disappointed and kept thinking, 'it's impossible!' it's been the tradition of MCKL to give certs to high achievers in AS. My mind was confused and i didn't want to think about it. So, i told esther about it and agreed that she shouldn't go since i wasn't getting anything. Although i outwardly denied that i won't be getting anything, deep down in my heart, i was hoping i would get it.

so on graduation night, i was one of the ushers. Being an usher was kinda difficult. I find it hard to say 'good evening' to people and lead them to their seats. Most of them wanted to find their own seats anyway. The hall was sweltingly hot. everyone was sweating and fanning themselves. my clothes was totally drenched with sweat. The programme started about 20 min past 8 when the VIPs finally arrived.

when the time came for the giving of certs to the AS high achievers, my heart was thumping really greatly, my hands were cold and i was fidgeting on my chair. i couldn't pay attention to what the announcer was talking. When i heard my name being called, there was a thunder of applause and cheers (mostly from Yen bee, i guess) from behind. I was quite touched by the support my friends gave me. Thank you all! I was beaming with pride as i made my way to the stage, everybody was looking at me...the feeling was totally different from the countless experience of getting awards on stage in Chung Hua. I was on the clouds.

Many ex-students didn't attend the graduation night. Perhaps they have gone off to their respective countries to further their studies. The whole batch of Austrailian matriculation students didn't attend the ceremony to received their graduation cert. and worse still, their names were the first to call on stage. So imagine when the names are called, the YB on the stage had to stage waiting for some people to walk up. Fortunately the MC was quick to react, ' i guess all the AUSMAT students have gone to Australia to study', she said. The whole hall erupted in laughter. Pretty clever of her.

The night ended quite well...the dancers were superb, dazzling the audience with their shiny ornaments on wrapped around their waist. the play or rather satire was rather boring but the actors were good. The refreshment was ok, not up to hotel standard of course. I returned home my LRT and reached home at about 11.40pm. The latest time i've gone home.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Happy Moments!

happy moments
today is the day which determines my 'life and death' - the A level results are out today. i was feeling rather apprehensive and nervous as i walked to college. i didn't want to imagine myself receiving drastic results and seeing all my hard work wasted. there were rumours that the results would be released at 12pm. But at 8am, one of my friends came running into the maths room waving his exam result slip excitedly. " see what i got for my physics unit 1 and 2!" he cried. i was totally shocked to see that he got full marks for his physics. 90/90. wow...ihave to salute him. He told me the day before that he expect his physcis to be the worst and he's planning to resit it. But now, i don't see a need in that anymore.

with much persuasion from my friend, i was coaxed to accompany her to get her results. At the same time getting mine too. My heart was thumping really loudly and i was secretly praying that i would get 4A's. before i could reach the office, Mr L ( my physics teacher) came running excitedly to me that i got 120/120 for physics Unit3. "how did you do it?' he asked. " you studied all on your own right?" imagine the guts he had to ask that. i remember vividly the time when he refused to teach me the praticals in unit3. He expressed his doubt and his lack of faith in my ability openly to me. But i didn't have time to think of that at that time. I only had one thing in my mind - my AS results.

i hurriedly looked through the list for my name and announced my candidate number to Datin in shaking voice. after some rummaging, she found my slip and look at the result. "you've got 4A's" she said. I couldn't believe it! It was simply unbelievable! I thought my ears had gone wrong when she said 4A's. i looked at my slip. Couldn't believe what i saw. i looked again. 4A's. then i looked at my physics results...oh my goodness...i got full marks for physics unit2 and unit3. i was so shocked and surprised and i stood rooted to the spot for a few minutes. Finally regaining composure, i asked Datin for my sis and cousin's results. My sis did fairly well. She met the requirements by Leeds -2A's. but her IELTS got only band 7 whereas 7.5 is required. Anyway, i think english don't play a part in getting a place in uni. Steph is just 0.5 shy from the required 7.5. i have a feeling that she would get into Leeds in spite of her IELTS.

this is what i got for AS:

Chem
Unit 1 : 86/90
Unit 2: 89/90
Unit 3: 120/120 (full marks)

Physics
Unit 1: 87/90
Unit 2: 90/90 (full marks)
Unit 3: 120/120 (full marks)

Biology
Unit 1: 100/100 (full marks)
Unit 2: 100/100 (full marks)
Unit 3: 88/100

Math
Unit 1: 100/100 (full marks)
Unit 2: 96/100
Unit 3: 93/100

My targetted result:

chem
Unit 1: 87/90
Unit 2: 87/90
Unit 3: 120/120

Physics
Unit 1: 81/90
Unit 2: 81/90
Unit 3: 108/120

Biology
Unit 1: 100/100
Unit 2: 100/100
Unit 3: 90/100

Maths
didn't set any target for it..hehe


Comparing my real results and my target which i set 1 month before the exam, i was surprised to see that i nearly reached my target. i expected my bio unit 1 and 2 to obtain perfect score as i had studied very hard for it. I just didn't expect my bio unit 3 to get 88. It was quite difficult and i thought i'd ruined my practical investigation. i also expected chem and maths to obtain marks above 90. only physics came out as the unexpected one.

i'm glad and relief that the results are finally out. After studying like mad for the past 6 months ( i never studied so hard before, not even for SPM!), i'm so so so relieved that my efforts were finally paid off. whew...Happiness doesn't seem to end that morning,later that night, i was further surpised by my sis's admittance to leeds despite of her IELTS result. God has been with us throughout these times. Thank you Lord!