I think I could see the light at the end of this tunnel I'm walking in. Hope it's real this time :)

ok nite!

the crucifixion

'What is crucifixion? A medical doctor provides a physical description:

As he slowly sags down...on the nails in the wrists, excruciating pain shoots along the fingers and up the arms to explode in the brain; the nails in the wrists are putting pressure on the median nerves. As he pushes himself upward to avoid stretching torment, he places the full weight on the nail through his feet. Again he feels the agony of the nail tearing through the nerves between the bones of the feet. As the arms fatigue, cramps sweep through the muscles, knotting them in deep, relentless, throbbing pain. With these cramps comes the inability to push himself upward to breathe. Air can be drawn into the lungs but not exhaled. He fights to raise himself in order to get even one small breath...hours of this limitless pain, cycles of twisting, joint-rending cramps, intermittent partial asphyxiation, searing pain as tissue is torn from his lacerated back as he moves up and down against the rough timber. Then another agony begins: a deep, crushing pain in the chest as the pericardium slowly fills with serum and begins to compress the heart. It is now almost over; the loss of tissue fluids reaches a critical level; the compressed heart is struggling to pump heavy, thick, sluggish blood into the tissues; the tortured lungs are making a frantic effort to gasp in small gulps of air. He can feel the chill of death creeping through his tissues...finally he can allow his body to die.'

Thank You for dying on the cross dear Lord ♥

Things that need to be done

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1. book airtickets to go home!! (finally booked! such a relief!)

2. sort out electives! (another headache)

3. elective project (half done!)

4. edit lit review

5. reflective log

6. finish revising psych and gp (3/4 done!)

7. finish revising paeds!

8. finish revising c4

Hey guise!

I'm back :)

*flips and somersaults*

I din go away for that long din I?

:P

snowed again!

IT SNOWED!!!

apparently it snowed quite heavily last night because the snow was a few inches thick when I woke up this morning.

Oh Spring, when are you coming?

keyboard

Playing keyboard for Sunday worship for the first time in Leeds.

Practice yesterday was really bad. The worship leader seemed very exasperate but yet was very patient with me. So Steph taught me a few variations and hope that it will turn out well today.