I wish

I wish...
I could go to a faraway land where I don't have to face all the problems I'm having right now
I could hide myself in the duvet because it's so cold now
I could eat as much as I can without fear of gaining weight.
I could be a little kid back again when people do not expect much from me
I could hold on my principles steadfastly and not compromise them because I feel ashamed of myself
I could have someone to talk to me right now
I could just be myself and not care about what others thing of me
I could have friends who I can pour my feelings to without fear of being judged
I could stop self-pitying myself

My personality and characters are flawed. I fear responsibilities, confrontations, criticisms and letting go when I should be.


It's time to grow up Janice.

加油加油加油!!!

SSC 2455/3000 words. 4 precis and 1 critical analysis left for this week. Going to start with my anatomy revision next week Sunday!

update: 1 precis left and gonna finish my ssc soon!

steph's birthday

we celebrated stephanie's birthday yesterday

we made 3 cakes! clockwise from left: my oreo cheesecake (recipe from Steph's blog), Steph's gateau and Esther's tiramisu

see how much food we got!

the whole group picture!

housemates photo with sharkie

it's running in the family!

see this:

my mum's 'patented' skirt

then see this!

and my sis 'patented' white skirt

hahahahahahaha



note: this post is not intended to laugh or mock at anyone but I find it interesting that my sister has the same fashion sense as my mum's!

sigh....

so stressed =(

my dad posted up an old pic of me in his blog:

taken in 2005 feb

Looks like some person from the 1950's + I look so malnourished! Now I understand why I never got a boyfriend! hahahahaha.

I actually wanted to put up a quote from Steph but better not coz will offend people so I will keep it to myself. :p

at least now better:

fatter and fairer