man...i'm so pissed off

haih...die lo this time...you know what happened? My hp is permanently spoilt this time. I wanted to message Yen Bee to ask any suggestions for children games to be played for tomorrow's children party. But after i finished writing the message, the message 'insert SIM card' appeared...damn...so i had to write over again the second time, then the third time, then the fourth time...so sien...so i was so pissed off at that time, i opened the back case of the hp and i think i exerted too much power until one of the little golden hook which conducts electricity from the battery to the hp became loose. I tried to fix it but couldn't. then i put back the battery to see whether it could still work or not...no use...die lo...the hp is forever gone already...haih...die lo...haven't told mummy yet...

shouldn't hv been so angry with the hp. These days i get angry easily...PMS gua...haih...the sight of seeing people at home watchin tv and not helping out infuriated me. Just ask that Timothy to turn the volumn lower of the tv lower, he didn't do it, instead he grumbled and complained, 'aiyo..why always me one'. grrr...lazy nya those boys at home. Ah john is so lazy to wash even his own plate....that Timothy is really one kind one...grrr...my blood boils talking to him...always rebuking me one...ask him to do this, he gives what sort of silly excuses...and that Joshua...so spoilt...always asking daddy to bring him here and there, buy him this and that...if not, he would sit in the car and sulk, throwing tantrums and grumbling...so sien la....i'm SO SIEN!!!! Joshua is so revengeful...very 'xiao qi' one...haih...ask him to share with me some of his food, he said, 'humph, don't want to share with you,' then he runs away. aiyo...seems like i'm seeing a younger version of me and Steph. In TT, he has that pride he can't swallow. In Joshua, he has those distinct selfishness and stubbornness....

sigh...why do brothers and sisters hv to hv the same characteristics??